This is a story about a very moral man who is a deacon in a predominantly white church. He is a lawyer and married to a beautiful woman. He practices law and owns a real estate office with his wife. One day, due to circumstances beyond his control, he found himself with his back up against the wall. He was about to lose everything. This prompted hm to make one bad choice after another until he found himself spiraling downward into an emotional, guilt-ridden, hell on earth. He wanted his old life back. Was that possible? Would God forgive him? In this story, the reader will find evidence of racism, greed, lies, deceit, adultery, murder, and hypocrisy that is found in many churches but will also discover how the love of families, friends, and many church members enables this man to hope for a positive outcome. But will God show mercy on him?